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  “No one else comin’,” Argent says. This was the news Connor was fishing for. He’s ambivalent about it. On the one hand, if there were other members of this household, someone might be rational enough to stop this before it gets any further. But on the other hand, a rational person would most likely turn Connor over to the authorities.

  “Well, I figured you’ve got a house, so you must have a family. Parents maybe. ”

  “Dead,” says Grace. “Dead, dead, dead. ”

  Argent throws her a severe warning look before turning back to Connor. “Our mother died young. Our father kicked the ghost last year. ”

  “Good thing too,” adds Grace, grinning. “He was gonna unwind Argent’s sorry ass for the cash. ”

  In one smooth motion, Argent picks up a water bottle and hurls it at baseball speed at Grace. She ducks, but not fast enough, and the bottle careens off the side of her head, making her yelp with pain.

  “HE WAS JUST SAYING THAT!” yells Argent. “I WAS TOO OLD TO BE UNWOUND. ”

  Grace holds the side of her head, but remains defiant. “Not too old for parts pirates. They don’t care how old you are!”

  “DIDN’T I TELL YOU TO SHUT IT?” Argent takes a moment to let his fury dissipate, then looks for an ally in Connor. “Grace is like a dog. Sometimes you gotta shake a can at her. ”

  Connor can’t hold back his own seething fury. “That was more than shaking. ” He looks over at Grace, still holding her head, but Connor is sure her spirit is hurt more than anything else.

  “Yeah, well, unwinding is nothing to joke about,” says Argent. “You know that more than anyone. Truth be told, our father woulda unwound us both if he could, so he didn’t have our mouths to feed. But Grace wasn’t ever eligible since there’s laws against unwinding the feebleminded, and not even parts pirates’ll do it. He couldn’t do me either, because he needed me to take care of Grace. You see how it is?”

  “Yeah, I see. ”

  “Low-cortical,” grumbles Grace. “I ain’t feebleminded. I’m low-cortical. It’s the less insulting way. ”

  Although low-cortical always sounded pretty insulting to Connor. He twists his wrists, gauging the tightness of the knots. Apparently Argent is very good with knots, because the ropes don’t give at all. His hands are tied individually, so he’ll have to squirm out of both sets of bonds to free himself. It makes Connor think of how he had tied Lev to a tree after Connor had first rescued him. He had kept Lev against his will to save his life. Well, thinks Connor, what goes around comes around. Now he’s at the mercy of someone who believes he’s holding Connor captive for his own good.

  “Did you happen to keep the sandwiches I bought?” Connor asks. “Because I’m starving. ”

  “Nah. They’re still in the parking lot, I imagine. ”

  “Well, if I’m your guest, don’t you think it’s rude not to feed me?”

  Argent considers this. “Yeah, that is rude. I’ll go fix you something. ” He orders Grace to give Connor some water from their stockpile of survival rations. “Don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone. ”

  Connor’s not sure if he’s talking to him or to Grace, but decides it doesn’t really matter.

  After Argent is gone, Grace visibly relaxes, freed from her brother’s sphere of influence. She holds out the water bottle for Connor to take, then realizes he can’t take it. Grace unscrews the cap and pours it into Connor’s mouth. He gets a good gulp, although most of it spills on his pants.

  “Sorry!” says Grace, almost in a panic. Connor knows why.

  “Don’t worry. I’ll tell Argent that I pissed myself. He can’t get mad at you for that. ”

  Grace laughs. “He’ll find a way. ”

  Connor looks Grace in the eye. There’s an innocence there that’s slowly breaking. “He doesn’t treat you too well, does he?”

  “Who, Argie? Nah, he’s okay. He’s just mad at the world, but the world isn’t around to be mad at. Just me. ”

  Connor smiles at that. “You’re smarter than Argent thinks. ”

  “Maybe,” Grace says, although she doesn’t seem too convinced. She looks back toward the closed cellar door and then to Connor again. “I like your tattoo,” she says. “Great white?”

  “Tiger shark,” Connor tells her. “Only it’s not mine. It belonged to a kid who actually tried to strangle me with this same arm. He couldn’t do it, though. Chickened out at the last second. Anyway, he got unwound, and I wound up with his arm. ”

  Grace processes it and shakes her head, getting a little red in the face. “You’re making that up. You think I’m dumb enough to believe the Akron AWOL would take an Unwind’s arm?”

  “I didn’t have a choice. They slapped this thing on while I was in a coma. ”

  “You’re lying. ”

  “Untie me and I’ll show you the scar where it was grafted on. ”

  “Nice try. ”

  “Yeah, it would have worked better if I had my shirt on and you couldn’t see the scar for yourself. ”

  Grace comes closer, kneeling down, examining Connor’s shoulder. “I’ll be damned. It is a grafted arm!”

  “Yeah, and it hurts like hell. You can’t tie a grafted arm back like this. ”

  Grace looks at him—maybe searching Connor’s eyes the way Connor searched hers.

  “You got new eyes, too?” Grace asks.

  “Just one of them. ”

  “Which one?”

  “Right. The left one is mine. ”

  “Good,” says Grace. “?’Cause I already decided that’s the honest one. ” She reaches behind Connor for the ropes. “I’m not gonna untie you—I’m not that dumb—but I’ll loosen the rope on this arm a little so it don’t pull at your shoulder so much. ”

  “Thank you, Grace. ” Connor feels the rope loosen. He wasn’t lying. His shoulder was burning from the strain. As the rope gives, Connor tugs his hand. It slips through the loop, and his hand—Roland’s hand—is free. It closes reflexively into a fist ready to swing. Connor’s own instinct is to do it, but Risa’s voice, ever present in his head, as if it has been transplanted there, stops him. Think, Risa would say. Don’t do anything rash.

  The fact is, only one of his hands is free. Will he be able to knock Grace out with one blow, then free his other hand and escape before Argent gets back? In his current state, will he be able to outrun the two of them, and what will the consequences be if he fails? All this flashes through Connor’s mind in a fraction of a second. Grace still stares at Connor’s freed fist in shock, not knowing what to do. Connor makes a decision. He takes a deep breath, loosens his fingers, and shakes his hand. “Thanks. That feels much better,” he says. “Now quick. Tie up my hand again before Argent comes back—only not as tight this time. ”

  Relieved, Grace redoes the bonds, and Connor allows her to do it without resisting. “You won’t tell him I did that, will you?” Grace asks.

  Connor smiles at her. It’s easier to pull off a smile for Grace than for Argent. “It’ll be our secret. ”

  In a few moments, Argent returns with a BLT heavy on mayo and light on bacon. He feeds it to Connor by hand, never noticing the subtle shift in dynamics. Grace now trusts Connor more than she trusts her own brother.

  2 • Clapper

  The clapper has misgivings, but he’s beyond the point of no return.

  For many months before today, he had suffered on the streets. The things he had to do to survive were horrifying and demoralizing. They were dehumanizing to the point that there wasn’t much left of him that felt remotely human anymore. He had surrendered to the shame of it, resigning himself to a marginal life on the seediest back streets of Sin City.

  He’d gone to Las Vegas thinking an AWOL Unwind could more easily disappear there, but Las Vegas treats no one who lands there well. Only those who are free to leave get VIP treatment—and although most of them leave with empty pockets, it’s better than remaining as an empty shell.

 
By the time he was recruited, the clapper had lost his ability to care. It had been pounded out of him on every level. He had been perfectly ripe for picking.

  “Come with me,” the recruiter had said. “I’ll teach you how to make them pay. ”

  By “them,” he meant everyone. The universal “not me” who was responsible for ruining his life. Everyone else was at fault. Everyone must pay. The recruiter understood that, and so the deal was made.

  Now, two months later, he walks gingerly with the girl of his dreams into a neighborhood sports club in Portland, Oregon. It’s far from Las Vegas, far from what had once been his life before that. The farther the better. This new life, brief though it may be, will be bright. It will be loud. It will be impossible to ignore. This random target was chosen for them by someone farther up the clapper chain. Funny, but he never thought of clappers as being so organized—but there is definitely a structure and a hierarchy behind the chaos. It gives him some comfort to think that there’s a method behind the madness.

  His is a cell of two. He and the girl have been prepped, primed, and pointed by a gung-ho trainer who must have been a motivational speaker in a previous life.

  “Randomness will change the world,” they’d been told. “Your act will be smiled upon years from now—and in the meantime, your revenge will be sweet. ”

  The clapper cares less about changing the world and more about revenge. He knows he would have died ignobly on the streets, but now at least his bitter end will have meaning. It will be under his control by the sheer power of his applause. Or is he just deluding himself?

  “Are you ready for this?” the girl asks as they approach the gym.

  He doesn’t share his doubts with her. He wants to be strong for her. Resolute. Brave. “Maximum carnage,” he says. “Let’s do this. ”

  They go into the gym. He holds the door for her, and she smiles at him. Such smiles and gentle moments between them is the furthest their relationship will ever go. They wanted more, but it was not to be. Their explosive blood had made intimacy an impossibility.

  “Can I help you?” asks the guy at the front desk.

  “We’d like to talk to someone about a gym membership. ”

  “Excellent! Let me get someone to help you. ”

  The girl takes a deep, shuddering breath. The boy holds her hand. Gently. Always gently, because you don’t always need a detonator to set yourself off. The detonators make it quick and clean, but accidents do happen.

  “I want to be with you when we . . . complete our mission,” she tells him.

  “Me too, but we can’t. You know that. I promise I’ll be thinking about you. ” Their orders are to be at least ten meters apart. The farther apart they are, the more effective they’ll be when their mission completes.

  A ripped dude with an expensive smile approaches them. “Hi, my name is Jeff. I’m the new member coordinator. And you are?”